how do I motivate myself to draw comics again?
when I was fifteen,I was severely repugn by the web-comic community( called comic genesis) for bad art and lack of skill, it left me with a bitter t...
when I was fifteen,I was severely repugn by the web-comic community( called comic genesis) for bad art and lack of skill, it left me with a bitter taste of defeat and affected my motivation to draw an another comic again. For three years, I never finished any of my projects because the scars left inside. I tried severe times to learn the so called "arts and craft" of the professionals but, the task seemed daunting because of school work, laziness, and wounded pride inhibited me to learn from my past failures. Those a**holes in comic genesis told me to get a thicker skin, but they inflicted so much damage and misery that I never forget. Ever since I see manga, my heart burn with sheer hate because that's what my tormentors likes to draw. ( I''m developing my own drawing style)
How do I get myself together and commit myself to draw comics again?
p.s My old comics are in my computer, but I don't know how to browse it.
I don't have neither the resources, motivation, encouragement nor friends.
Also I'm not the guy with social skills and I'm a pessimistic guy
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